Red Hot Sexy Heaven

I went to Phuket again.

For 10 days. There I said it. I must love that place to death.

Just need to get away from work. And yes, work is amazingly terrible. So much so that I need to run as far as I could. I love my job too much and it is consuming my life. 

And I am so burnt out. It is not healthy. I need to let it go and get another job which does not disrupt my social life. I feel like an outsider with my mom and brother. They made decision without letting me know. I am not involved at all. I came back only to find out that they were heading to Malaysia (like right now as we speak).

My mom told me to quit this job (here i go again, waiting for validation from you). "It is so unhealthy. You love your job to death". I need to learn to go home at 6pm and not 8 or 9pm... i need to learn to not coming in on Saturday... cos work will never end... argh. My sixth sense told me to leave this job but my brain said to hold on till the economy gets better... but my heart said "Why quit when you love the job?".

Sometimes you just need to leave and walk away from it... i don't want to be those grumpy old men later on in life complaining that i should have just walked away .... 

Anyway, 2nd June was my first anniversary at work. Yay! I survived those politics... I am sick of the office politics that are happening in the office... too much bitchiness... I refused to get involved eversince I came back from Phuket in January. Some bastards used my name to get ahead but it caught up with them recently. The wheel of retribution perhaps?

My stand on gossips still ; I hear, I swallow and I forget about it.

My stand on 'using my name' ; go to GM and get it clear.

Did i tell you that i had a lovely holiday? Lol. I switched off my phone at most time. I just need to learn to not bring my laptop.

I had a bad flight home though. Kids were crying throughout the flight cos of ear blockage. I sat on the same row as this old white dude with a thai lady partner. His partner was complaining of the noise and wanted to change seats when the plane was about to take off. Not once but TWICE! And when the plane was still in ascending mode, he removed his seat belts and wanted to change seat AGAIN! How stupid can this old bald guy be? He cussed at the stewardess... I thought it was a dumb move when the seat belt signs are not off... Can't he like wait?

ooh ooh did i tell you that i am going holiday again in August? i need to clear my annual leave before 31 August. It is either Pattaya, Koh Samui, Perth or Sydney?! Pattaya is out cos it is dirty and sleazy lol

I will be twittering soon lol